my job annoys the hell outta me.
i have to buy homcoming tickets for 3 people.
i need to buy shoes.
and accessories.
i wish i could leave school right now.
ahhhh.
here  are some lyrics read em..
the band is gregory and the hawk.
im pretty much in loveee with this song.

I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep...

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
isn't enough
and I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And I wish to feel smaller under your hands,
though you seem satisfied as you slip mine
down your pants.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While you lift up my shirt after asking politely.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I am or pretend to be
Cuz it's her you'll always love and it's her I'll always envy.
I want to end this now so dreams of you won't keep me up.
But I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

And it's hard to find
What I want
When it's buried beneath the biggest rock.
I could pay lots of money
To help lift it with machines
But I'm not sure you'd cooperate.
Not sure you'd come clean.

And I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
And I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
As I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep.

And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans.
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
and I swear I'm going to cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

Yeah, I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.

And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.

Is gonna tear mine away

also this song too.

The light from the street
Fills my room it's amazing to be alive, to see
The words that you said
Still resonate and blur up all the lines inside my head
I can't make this house a home
I don't want to make you hate me
I don't want to be the one who is mean or unfair
I love you until this day
I wish you would understand
I want to come over
I wanted to say
There's nobody else that I want to stay
(In bed all day)
I want to stay in bed all day
(I want to stay)
I'll stay in bed all day
I want to stay in bed all day
Piled high and pills
On a grain of sand for you
Like birds all around you
I'm confused and amazed
By the way that rooms sits still for you
And how I'm drawn away
I love the way you talk
So adoringly the way you talk about all the things I love
I remember when we kissed
your lips were red at the edges and I helped you undress
I wanted to tell you
I wanted to say
There's nobody else that I want to stay
(In bed all day)
I want to stay in bed all day
(I want to stay)
I'll stay in bed all day
I want to stay in bed all day, ooh
All day, ooh
All day, ooh
All day, ooh
All day, ooh
All day, ooh


these songs are pretty much how i feel about everything right now.
i cant really explain ither.

so cameron and i are fighting pretty hardcore.
it sucks.
i might get fired from kroger.
because they hate me.
but whatever.
my mom is being gay about the car situation.
1 minute she wants a new car.
then she dont.
then she does.
because if she geta new one then i get the van.
if she dont i get a new car.
so since cam and i arent talking i have no one to sit with at lunch.
so im in the library by myself.
i went to nku with my friend troy.
hes cool.
and my mom likes him so thats good.